So much has happened in the past 3 months. Holy crap, where do I even begin...
I dated someone, it was great. Really, really cared for him. Like, loved, right? And I got cheated on twice, so we broke up.
I withdrew from on campus courses because I've been sick.
I'm working full-time now and trying to complete my correspondence/online courses.
And I just learned something that worries me--I still have feelings for my ex. I've tried so hard to talk myself out of it... And they're still there. For some reason, I can't really move on. Especially when people keep telling me how much he "misses" me, and when I get a voicemail that's just a bunch of nonsense and a barely audible "I love you" at the end...
Damn it all!
I'd love to type more, but I've been awake for 36 hours. Time to sleep! 
PS--Hate the Blog design, it's a work in progress...
As soon as I think I'm over it... Something proves I'm not. |