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Name: James
Country: United States
State: North Dakota
Metro: Grand Forks
Birthday: 9/27/1985
Gender: Male


Occupation: Supervisory
Industry: Retail


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Member Since: 10/20/2005

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

Xanga may be dead, but I've moved on to other things...

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

Xanga is so overrated.

So dead.

So, not posting here any more. 

Goodnight.


Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Hey all.

I went to Fargo today, did some shopping, visited my High School...  It was pretty fun.  Talked to Mrs. Baasch for a while, ran into Mrs. Warry at the mall.

By the way--I'm judgin at every speech and debate meet this year.  Fun, fun.


So much has happened in the past 3 months.  Holy crap, where do I even begin... 

I dated someone, it was great.  Really, really cared for him.  Like, loved, right?  And I got cheated on twice, so we broke up.

I withdrew from on campus courses because I've been sick.

I'm working full-time now and trying to complete my correspondence/online courses.

And I just learned something that worries me--I still have feelings for my ex.  I've tried so hard to talk myself out of it...  And they're still there.  For some reason, I can't really move on.  Especially when people keep telling me how much he "misses" me, and when I get a voicemail that's just a bunch of nonsense and a barely audible "I love you" at the end...

Damn it all!

I'd love to type more, but I've been awake for 36 hours.  Time to sleep!

PS--Hate the Blog design, it's a work in progress...

As soon as I think I'm over it...  Something proves I'm not.


Monday, December 05, 2005

Ave Maria, gratia plena,
Dominus tecum,
benedicta tu in mulieribus,
et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Jesus.
Sancta Maria, Mater Dei,
ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae.
Amen



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